Attitude

I think the simplest way to describe my attitude is as a laid back pessimist. As awful as that sounds, it fits me. Like I said in a previous post, I tend to not plan things and more or less do things spontaneously, or with little thought or care to what might happen. This is probably due to being laid back, honestly in most circumstances, mundane circumstances that is, I tend not to really care. I don't think I am conveying this properly, so I'll give you an example: person: "hey should we go at this time or this time? and should we go here first or here first?" me: "I don't care, we'll leave when we are ready.. as for which first, which is closer?" Somehow I almost always end up being the one to decide details, usually just to make them stop nagging though. In terms of my outlook on society and people in general, I'm rather pessimistic. being pessimistic about people also attributes to my somewhat antisocial attitude. Most of the time I'm content to stay at home and not have to deal with other people. I have a select few people that I actually really enjoy being around, I can count those few on one hand. I do try to at least give people a chance though, I may be pessimistic, but I'd prefer to prove my pessimistic views wrong. So i guess that means I'm trying to be optimistic, but it usually doesn't work.